It’s been almost over a month since graduation and I am still finding it hard to grasp the fact that I am no longer a student. I feel like I’ve been set free to a future of endless opportunities and it is up to me to make a decision on which ones to grab on to. The onset of infinite possibilities definitely sounds exciting but it also feels overwhelming at the same time.
I keep asking myself what I should, want, and need to do with my life from now and onwards. My schedule has been empty for a few weeks now and I’ve had a lot of time to think. Maybe way too much time to think. I start working in two weeks and until then I don’t have much planned. I feel like I’m at a very weird stage in my life and I don’t really know how to get out of this.
Just about a month ago, I was busy running around and heading towards something. But now, everything just seems stagnant.
My first attempts at products in this new business haven’t quite gone right. I’m working on the next something I have some hope might be it. But I’m baffled at how it’s going to work out. I have some insane competition in what I want to achieve. How am I possibly going to get through this?
But if experience has taught me anything…
I’ll figure this out.
And you will too.” —“I have no idea what I’m doing” by Nathan Kontny